It probably doesn’t come as a surprise at this point that I enjoy writing.
Writing, like my Midnight Photo Shoots, has always given me a indescribable sense of comfort. I can hammer out what I want, take breaks when I want, and come back to it when I want to. I don’t have to worry about how I look, what my voice sounds like, or if I screw up the pronunciation of a word, as long as I can convey what it is I’m trying to say to others, My Midnight Photo Shoots are almost identical in it’s process, I don’t have to worry about people looking at me in a strange way, I have very few interactions causing me to converse with others, and I don’t have to worry about “screwing up” anything. It’s not something I’m getting paid for, it’s just something I enjoy, and I can do it all by myself or with friends. I’m definitely my most free, and truest self, when I go out with my camera into the inky blackness of the night.
Just before we get into the Behind the Photo section, I want to talk about the moment I was looking over the image of the “Mukilteo Night Light”. It made me think of my grandfather that past away a few years back. The lighthouse isn’t the biggest lighthouse in the world, and even though the light is just for show now, it still cuts through the fog and night sky with a powerful guiding light. My grandfather was the same way, he wasn’t the biggest man in the world, he made plenty of mistakes throughout his life, but I could always count on him to be a light through the darkest parts of my life growing up. I loved him, and miss him so much. But I’m happy I now have another reason to love this image so much too. On to the Behind the Photo.
“Mukilteo Night Light”
Shot on January 8th 2022, while out on the fourth Midnight Photo Shoot, this time with my friends Chelsea and Krissy (our first outing together). It was bitter cold that night, and I was still learning how to really use my camera, not to mention basic composition and fundamentals. We had only been down at the Mukilteo beach area for a short period of time, when I spotted this view of the lighthouse. The shot is actually South West of where the front of the lighthouse sits, and I couldn’t remember ever seeing it from this angle before. I pulled out my tripod, set up my camera for a super slow shutter speed (15sec at f/1.8 ISO200, which you can actually see was too slow, from the stars moving in the background), I hit the shutter button and waited. What I saw on the back of the little screen was “ok”, but definitely wasn’t anything to write home about (little did I know at the time, that was because I was seeing the RAW image, which is always flat/muted compared to what it could be after editing).
We finished up our night at the train station across from the ferry terminal, and concluded our first night out together as friends and photographers, having a blast. It wasn’t until I’d gotten back to the house, uploaded all the photos into Lightroom, and started chipping away at the editing, that I realized what potential this photo had. This image has become a corner stone in my learning how to edit, allowing me to try out different styles and adjustments. It’s always given great “feedback” to how certain sliders effect an image, up until I landed on this final edit, which is now saved as a B&W preset I use to start out every B&W photo I do. It wasn’t until recently that I realized Why I was so drawn to this photo as well, other than using it as a great editing resource. Which is, like mentioned above, that this image reminds me so much of my grandfather. Stoic, powerful, purposeful, and the best guide someone (or better yet, a shy kid with ADD that doesn’t know how to deal with his own emotions) could ask for.
I may still be learning how to be the best version of myself, but I hope that one day my own grand kids see me in the same light I saw my grandpa.
As always, I hope you’re enjoying these posts and the photos I attach to them. If you’d like to continue this, or any other conversation, I’d love to talk with you and take inspiration for future writings. Feel free to email me at grimlockmedia@gmail.com
Catch y’all later.
Andrew Hoyle - Grimlock Media